Wednesday, August 12, 2015

My Decision to go back to School

My decision to go back to school
I was supposed to get back to school year 2013 but even though I have some signs I decided to ignored it and continue my life without a plan of everything, I reasoned out a lot, I said I’m old, I might fail the exam besides I already have a regular work which I received a good compensation and I learned how to save through mutual fund, but that small voice keep on insisting about “Back to School”.
I lived my life in 2013 without any plans it was like come what may, that’s all, no directions, I am doing the things that can satisfy my flesh but then again I still feel empty, then I decided that year 2014 would be a travel blast for me because I know I really enjoy visiting place and I did, but still, there is emptiness inside me, and that small voice will always whisper to me.
I know it was God’s plan for me to go back to school but I don’t know why, well maybe I know why, I am just too stubborn to see or choose to close my eyes about the reality of my situations.
I had a co-worker and we are both Christians, most of the time we talk about our plans every year and when she resigned I started to feel alone again, there are things that I want to make it right though I already finished my two year vocational course, I know it’s not enough for me to achieved my dream, I need to act and going back to school is my first step, but I have an unwavering decisions, I am not really determined to do it so many semester had passed and I did nothing.
Things happened so fast in my life, betrayal stab me, hate and resentment resurface, good thing these people has nothing to do with me anymore now, when I learned about their cunning motives to destroyed me I started to pray, I want to take revenge but I know it will just worsen the situation besides I know that God will take revenge for me, when those things happened in my life I started to contemplate things, I axed a lot of negative thoughts and faith started to arise again, I began to attend Sunday service, well most of the time its Mid-week, I started to eat and drink the word of God again. Then God began to open my mind to all the possible opportunities, He shut some door where I went and open a few door of opportunities for me, He even send people to push me to go back to school.
Also, there was a three book entitle “Unleashed your highest Potential”, “Kakasweldo palang ubos na” and “Kuntento ka na bas a kaperahan mo” by Vic & Avelynn Garcia (this is not a paid advertisement!), you can buy these books at Powerbook Trinoma, also in National Book Store.
Actually, I’ve been following their series in, after I read the books, it enlightened my mind about my potential, that God design and gave each of his creation a unique skill and we are destined to become a champion a winner a victorious one but before that happened we need to unleashed our highest potential. Then I started to declared to myself that I will win, I can finished and be a CPA soon, and I thank God because He sent me a good pusher and family were very supported specially my mother when I told her that I am going back to school. You know what she says “good thing you thought about it, you should've done it before” and so now, I’m into it, working while studying, I thought it will be hard, but it’s not, I really have fun maybe because I really want it, I enjoy every minute of it.
And One thing that I learned again, that if you plan is align into God’s will of your life He will gather everything in your favour and that’s how He showed me,
The testing period happened to me last June 15, 2015, I had no idea that it was a prelim, I just took it lightly then our professor confirmed it, that day is our prelim exam, cramming for the exam while having fever (38 degree) , and feels soar all over my body plus headache, all I wanted that time was to sleep and rest, but still I was able to finished the prelim and I know I nailed it, I know and I trust God help of wisdom on that exam. (the result of that is exam is highly remarkable) Glory to God.
I realized then that the situation has something to do with my perseverance and my faith, and so far, I have proven it, after two days my fever gone but despite of my medical condition (asthma attack) I still continue to go to work and attend my class, I Thank God because I was able to read a lot of inspirational stories about life how they we’re been tested and succeeded to reach their goal in life.
Thanks to you Father God, Thank you Jesus, and Thank you Holy Spirit for always being with me every time and for helping me to solve my problems.
There you go folks.. until my next blog… happy reading!!! God Bless us All
Hope this blog will give you inspiration..  :)

Life of a Working Student

June 26, 2015

My enrolment to my present school was not really planed; I was cramming on the last minute looking for schools who offers night class and so when I learned that the school is offering a BS-Accountancy and they have offer a night class I immediately enrolled without any thinking.

But when I discovered about my subjects I felt disappointed because I thought I could get at least two major subject for my course but then again, I choose to be positive that it would be better for me for now to have only 4 minor subjects so I can assess myself for this new chapter of my life and that is the #buhayngempleyadongestudyante or #lifeofaworkingstudent.

As of writing, it’s been exactly one month since I start attending my class so far so good, most of the professor were cool, I like them na hahaha but I’m kinda looking for the usual systematic rooms and schedules for each class but anyway that is not a big issues as long as the professor meet  and teach us with quality no problems.  J

The first meeting with NSTP subject was such like a warm up for us, we introduced each other and we were just laughing all the time, after the discussion the professor announced a quiz it was a surprized (I think)

Surprisingly I got 10 over 10 perfect I realized God’s wisdom is supreme to His children I thought I couldn’t pass this quiz because I have a poor memory but I really thank God for giving me this perfect scores.  (Thank you Lord, you are awesome!!!).

Then I got another 5 points and a freebee from my professor for being on top again on our computer activity, such a gift from God really, it amazed me then last June 5, 2015 I got another 3 points being on the second not bad, I already garnered 8 point for prelim – clap clap clap for me.

We really have a good atmosphere in our class maybe because we are all matured and  working full time, we are already living in the real world where love and crushes are not our priority topic anymore, but most of the time, we talk a lot about our future plans after getting our diploma or degree, each of us has its own course, some are scared but we encourage one another to go on and we pushes each other for good, because we believe that there is always a second chance to achieved our goals and dreams in life. All of us took one step of Faith and by taking it, now we are all have the courage to continue the journey to our road of Victory.

Right now, we are already walking on that Path, but we believed that obstacles and hindrances will meet us along the way but we do have faith that God gave us this time for us to reach and achieved what we are destined for.  JEREMIAH 29:11-13 says (v.11)“For I know the Plans I have for you, says the Lord, plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and future. (v.12)”Then you will call upon me and come and pray to me, and I will listen to you. (V.13)You will seek me and find me when you seek me with all your hearts. OUR PURPOSE IN THIS LIFE IS TO BECOME VICTORIOUS!!!

There you go readers, hope it did help you